This too shall pass

So, I've not been sleeping very well.

Lots of worries going on.

I am good at pretending I'm not bothered when in fact, I am worried to death.

So here's the list of current worries, maybe if I put them down in writing, I can "Let go, Let God" and trust Him to take care of things.

I am worried about JC.  The motor in his truck is blown, he is taking too many college hours (18) and not getting very good grades, he needs to get a job, he wants me to co-sign for an apartment and I really don't think it's a good idea.

Jules is, well, Jules.  I don't think I will ever not worry about him.  He's working, he's getting his legal issues resolved, he's actually doing pretty good right now...that's what worries me.  Stupid, huh?

I worry about Jackie.  I know that her joining the Mormon church should be a good thing, I am continually trying to stay open minded about it, but it still bothers me, a lot.  It makes me wish I had never allowed her to go to church with Whitney as a child.  I didn't know any better back then, I didn't really know much about the Mormon faith.  I am grateful she has God in her heart, this is what gives me faith and keeps my mind open....maybe not wide open, but it's open...

Rob is spiraling down a path of obsession with his workers' comp case that was denied.  He is wanting to fly to Houston so a Surgeon he's never met, yet diagnosed him via video and phone conversations, perform a surgery that may or may not help his shoulder, because he thinks that in doing this, he will have "proof" that all the doctors he's seen here has lied and he can sue them.  I have absolutely no idea how to handle this.

So there you go, the top 4 reasons I don't sleep well, I smoke a couple cigarettes a day and have developed a taste for whipped cream vodka and cinnamon whiskey.

As my mother says, this too shall pass.